Once I let go and they realized that, the weapon from hell showed up on my radar(no pun intended). First, it started with an LRAD type noise, piercing my my hearing, but evolved from there. The piercing in my hearing was now accompanied with a literal piercing in my skull. This, along with pressure, a headache, crackling inside my skull, and extreme hot flashes only on my head and face, made sleeping unbearable. You could actually feel the piercing, it was beam-like, actually moved from one part of my head to the other. They also evolved to sending energy straight up legs and into my body. It's hard to describe but ever have trouble going to sleep because your legs "are restless?" It's like that but it goes throughout your body and immediately wakes you up. Pure torture. I found using lidocaine cream, limiting sodium and potassium intake lessens the electrical impulses. At one point I even felt the name Kim being written on my skull. Thanks Kimmy 😘. One day, just as I was sleeping, I was woken up to someone saying "Watch your fuckin mouth, ya know." I was being attacked.
I read up online what it possibly could be and came to the conclusion it was a Direct Energy Weapon(DEW) in the MM Wave spectrum. DEWs have been around since the 80's, many peer reviewed experiments and papers have been written about them and thier capabilities.
I tried to find a way to block it, using aluminum sheet metal and even lengths of pressure treated wood(copper infused) to block it. While it did help, it seemed the beam would switch position or even come from a completely different source each time. Any time I tried to go to sleep the beam would hit me in the head. At one point, as I started falling asleep, my breathing stopped and I was woken up by the automatic response of the nervous system, gasping for breath. Whenever I stopped, I was hit with the beam, and got approximately 10 hours of sleep over a period of 8 days. Quite a bit less than I'm accustomed to but nothing I can't handle.
I determined these devices were in my car when out of cell range, and even going to a friend's house I was still being targeted. I planned on riding the train back and forth to get sleep but that was futile. Trains and large buildings not only have 5g service repeaters, but even separate microwave transmitters for data exchange. I found specific spots on the train that blocked or lessened the piercing(aluminum seats) but quickly found out some people on the train knew who I was and tipped me off. I moved around. That's when I saw a woman with a backpack open revealing an approximately 8"x8"x12" black box with an LED power light on. I had never seen any type of electronic device such as this in my life and at the same time she was holding her head theatrically. She is an angel. This now told these things are mobile, which I had already suspected due to the varying power levels I encountered. Observation is one of the greatest tools humans have, go ask Recon.
I decided to take a trip to Vermont out of cell tower range but that's pretty much impossible. I went to the Central ski area and was kept up all night, I pushed through it and fell asleep for 2 hours. When I woke up I had unbelievable pressure in my head. I blew my nose in the shower and had Cerebral fluid leaking from my brain. I know the difference.
I then went to the northwest mountains to an Airbnb, was kept up all night even worse than than the night before, knowing not to fall asleep and wake up to the same thing from the previous morning. I went to the Canadian border to no avail, wherever I went this thing followed. The strength of the transmitters in the car differed from these and I determined cell towers or mobile devices, or a combo, were the culprit.
I bought $300 worth of pennies, put them in pillowcases, to try to block it while still being mobile. It wasn't enough. I bought $3,000 worth of tungsten welding rods(one of the densest metals) and made a "hat" with them. While it did lessen the pain and pressure it didn't fully subside.
I know this sounds like fiction but it is 100% NOT. I've titled things and written it story-like to keep your attention. It's almost surreal just typing it trust me. I'm also going to take this time and tell you that at that point I didn't always feel the symptoms, this wasn't some psychosomatic event or underlying medical condition. I've been extremely healthy my whole life and know my body well. This was from an external source.
Realizing the futility of traveling I went back to make my stand. They left no exit route -big mistake. I determined that If I could keep moving while sleeping it would afford me the best chances of survival. I thought about hammocks with actuators and other methods but spinning from the ceiling would be best. I cut a half sheet of plywood, hooked it to 1/2" threaded rod and a 2hp mud mixer(think heavy duty drill) and bolted it to 2nd floor joists. Pictured above, the lower tier holds a double nut and washer to take the weight off the chuck, 1-2x4 bolted to A-frame to hold plywood, it's quite a feat. Although nauseating, it did stop the beam for 2 days and then came back. I concluded they had written tracking software to follow me. At 20 rpm they can only ping my body and can't lock on to send energy up my nerves, the torturous part.
The only caveat of this is that a mud mixer is made to mix drywall for a short period of time so running 6 hrs straight spinning 200lbs burns them out quick, nevermind the whole situation is quite dangerous. But it does work.
At some point I was sick of spinning and became apathetic. But this is when I gathered the real Intel. I went back to my stationary bed in the basement and came to the conclusion that my dreams were being narrated also. I wasn't much of a dreamer before this, but now I was having explicit dreams of specific things from my past, ones that I wouldn't have thought of otherwise.
The real teller was dreaming about specific people or objects regarding this situation explicitly doing or saying things giving me clues I wouldn't otherwise know. Another telltale, and I know it sounds dumb, were the sexual dreams. I'm 38 and never have sexual dreams but now it's every other if not more. It was finalized when, sounds dumb again, I had a dream about having sexual relations with a barbie while eating a pink donut. Like What?!? Funny because I absolutely hate eating pink donuts from my time working at Dunks. Sounds comical but my conscious would never have thought of that, I haven't eaten or seen a donut in years.
One other thing, they can hijack the visual cortex to display visions in my mind, if I close my eyes to start to sleep they will pump demonic vision or startling images that I can see with my eyes closed. Pretty hilarious because it's infantile to think that visions are going to startle a dude that's seen about everything real world. I would goad them to send creepier ones but these people are human, possibly less than, just like us and apparently not even they want to see some of the things I've seen. For example I would watch the Funkytown cartel video(do not watch) and ask them questions of it that they refuse to answer.
And the reason I started this site, the biggest piece of intel for the American People and humans yet. They can now imitate brain waves to control motor function. One day I started to fall asleep and was right at that point where you go from semi-conscious to unconscious. Viewed in first person as always, I see myself reach out and pull a starter cord such as one that goes to a lawnmower. At that point my right hand moves to the left and over one foot(I was sleeping on my left hip) Never in my life has my body done that in a dream. I've woken up suddenly before, even twitching, but never like this. A few nights prior I had felt them taking over that semi-conscious state as if I'm watching it with no control. I was having a conversation with the person or computer that inserts voices into my head, as described by countless others(we will touch on that further)
The body movements before this incident were from specific nerves that were targeted, causing the appendage to move. Like a twitch but one that moves your leg or arm. This wasn't that. They used imitated brain waves to move my arm. They are trying to move souls with brainwaves.
Edit. They ARE moving souls with brain waves. I find myself blinking unnaturally, sniffling unnaturally, grabbing my wrist, or holding my hip unnaturally. Humanity is ending. Try to look for the signs if you automatically do something out of the ordinary.
Where to start with this one..... Well let's just say the truth is stranger than fiction. They say that only 30%-50% of people have an inner monologue or voice, a surprise to me. Well I certainly do and not only that, I can think at the same time as I'm doing something completely different. I think I developed this over years of multitasking and micro managing so many guys in a faced paced environment. Or maybe I'm special, I don't know.
The first time I "heard" music when I got back from Vermont. I was singing Sabotage by Beastie Boys in my head. I hadn't heard that song in a long time and my mind doesn't just pick songs at random, it never did. When I get a song stuck in my head it is always from recently listened to music. They will insert songs frequently for intimidation or coercion. All of a sudden I'll be singing a song that fits the narrative or situation, without previously touching any of the words with my original thoughts.
I started countering these measures by playing "I'm dreaming of a White Christmas" every day over 10 times so they can remember me each Christmas and the fact that they're horrible souls that do insidious things for a living.
As far as the mind reading goes, I confirmed it at the same time as the insertion of voices. I had suspected this long before I started getting physically attacked by that machine. For example I planned on going to the hardware store, never said anything out loud, as I suspected my house was bugged at that point. I never looked it up on my phone and there was somebody already there trying to intimate me. There were multiple instances of this.
I do remember the first time I confirmed this, it was after the insertion of music. I asked myself, can you hear this and my mind automatically said "yup." This wasn't schizophrenia, this was coming from another source other than my brain. Hard to describe but it's like your soul knows counterfeit thoughts. I know my mind as well as my body and knew this was 100% from an external source. It's not auditory but your brain being hijacked. Sounds far fetched but once again we are all brain waves. And those brain waves can be replicated and imitated. Just look at the progress of brain interfacing with regards to prosthesis control. They have been reading my mind(brain waves) for a lot longer than I've confirmed, I'm suspecting since the beginning of this year. Straight torture.
Now it gets even weirder, buckle up. They have been shooting this machine at me 24/7 since before Vermont. And I'm afraid to say that we've developed a one way dialogue with feeling, whether intentional or not, to both our detriment. It first started off with a "tap" on the toes. It's not really a tap but more like localized goosebumps. Now I would always say left[leaning] is right even before I knew of any of this. Well I started noticing I would get these taps only on the left foot whenever I thought of something that was correct or yes. Same with the right foot with no and wrong, same localized goosebumps. but who gets goosebumps on thier toes and other specific areas in a 1sq inch area?
From there it progressed, they would hit an area of my body and I would think of what it means. Like say the left middle finger means yes, duck you, easy one. The right middle finger means no, duck you. The kneecap took me awhile because I'm old, cap means lie fyi. Taps are always localized, most certainly from that machine, I never felt them outside of the past 4 months that this machines been hitting me. There are 15 different body parts that they hit that mean a specific thing, all with a yes or no depending on which side.
This was a disadvantage because it's straight torture having your mind read and replied to 24/7, but also an advantage at the same time. It let me see how they shot from thier [non existent] hips with thier method of coercion. They are illogical, disorganized and inept in thier coercion. They are transparent in thier strategies to a fault. Once one act of intimidation didn't work they would move to another that was either illogical or contradicted what they had previously implied. For example they said that they were the only ones with this machine to which I replied "Oh so you're the ones hitting the director of the CIA with it?"(see 60 mins episode)No response. They do things non linear and circle back around when a strategy doesn't work out. One night after reading the 7 signed articles against torture to them, I read to them Kubark's CIA interrogation manual and pointed out all thier missteps, ones which they couldn't take back. They're ornery and obstinate. I guess when when your mantra is " If your opponent is of choleric temper seek to irritate them," such as the 4th Psyops Group, everything you hammer at is a nail. They are clowns in the machine. They should have kept thier mouths shut and just tortured. But they wanted to coerce and intimidate, which we get to motive in a bit.
I'm not 100% certain of the interface but I know there is a computer and person reading the brain waves and deciphering them. I'd say a hybrid with multiple people. There must be a computer possibly with AI because I get AI type answers that are hastily answered. An example of computer integration is that I found myself looking at my foot for a response in the form of the dreaded toe tap. Wait a sec, I've never looked at my foot for answers, who the duck does that? That showed me they wanted me to rely on them for affirmation or confirmation. They wanted me to be dependent on them, this is a coercion technique. This let me know that thoughts weren't safe so I started backtracking anything I considered suspect. "How did I get to that thought?" I would ask myself. For a simple example, if I passed a bank and suddenly thought of bills that would be an original thought. But if I started thinking of bikers or a negative thought while cleaning my fridge, there wasn't an associated path of origination. Counterfeit thought. The speed at which I looked at my toes after a thought also told me that a computer is involved. Too fast for human response.
At one point I got one of those handheld click things and clicked over 1300 instances of coercion or intimidation in one day. A clear violation of torture laws in this country. The clicks really helped identify what was bullshit and what wasn't, along with trivializing thier whole strategy. It even helped condition my mind to identify the bullshit thoughts. I even yelled "Head dude I don't care what foot dude says," whenever it happened. They've since toned down the futile strategy which is clearly torture and I've got better at ignoring them. Thier own stupidity and illogic helps a lot when discrediting thier threats also.
Another thing to mention, they can manipulate your energy levels. I'd imagine they know the proper frequency to emulate or the specific region in the brain to stimulate to make you tired. I'm not a neuro "scientist" but I'd find myself hearing the crackling in my head step up and all of a sudden feel really tired, not gradually by any means. So much it puts you to sleep. Torture.
Another instance of torture is with the intestines and the anus. They can stimulate your intestines with this machines so that you don't properly recover nutrients, your intestines rush the food through. At one point I had to drink multiple liters of soda each day just to keep my weight from falling too much.
And the anus....... They shoot energy directly into and around your anus and at the beginning of the intestine, the rectum. It's similar to getting electroshocked. These people are sadistic and insidious and need to be held accountable, at all costs. This is blatant torture to a US citizen on US soil.
18 USC 113c section 2b states torture as:
The administration or application, or threatened administration or application, of mind-altering substances or other procedures calculated to disrupt profoundly the senses or the personality;
Let's get on this. The Bill of Rights we can get them with after, along with at least 3 other signed US laws and treaties.
I was going to get into why these people are doing this but I determined that it's too unbelievable to put here right now. Alot of the people that have read thus far already know and I will reiterate the truth is stranger than fiction. Ask them why. I will say I'm just a dude with a big heart and this is nothing but a witch hunt.
Furthermore you should know this has to do with the aforementioned girl and her insidious family is 100% to blame. I don't love her anymore, despise her existence really, and believe her inaction and her family's money is at fault for the torture and experiments that have followed.
The "doctors," "scientists," and brass have no doubt falsified records and results for this to be happening this long, along with payoffs. I knew long ago what they were trying to do and knew how they would futilely try to achieve it. That's the reason for non-compliance, I know they won't ever find what they're looking for and it will be a never ending experiment with falsified records to keep funding going. They are truly devoid of ethics, a heart, and a conscious.
I would also like to say to the people that want me to comply to put themselves in my shoes. You do it if you think it's that much of a breakthrough and let them experiment on you and your love. Not happening here.
This was still America last time I checked and we all have a right to freedom. It's sad to see so many people participate in something that is against what this country stands for and what so many people have died for. I do thank the others that are on my side, but I'm afraid it's too little too late. We fought a good fight.
If I do somehow survive this and the unbelievable amount of cancer pumped into my body, I will never be the same with an even more jaded and distrustful view of my fellow humans, the "laws" of this country, the military, and humanity itself.
The fact that this is being swept under the rug shows the true cowardice and short sightedness of our leaders and I'll never be the same.
The link above is a lawsuit I just came across from the 90's, after all this happened. It describes perfectly my experiences and the technology behind them. It's almost refreshing to see someone else with experiences such as mine but at the same time is disheartening that such technology is allowed to propagate in the United States with impunity.
This was over 25 years ago and I'd imagine the science and procedures have been streamlined since then but are unbelievably relevant to this day.
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